Who says that having long legs is good?
As for me, there are disadvantages and advantages..
The advantages are, umm.... your are tall and people envy you.
The disadvantages are
-i always scratch myself on my legs when i walk
-i always kick something accidentally, making my leg hurst and earn glares from people making you feel embarrassed.
-walk in a funny way
-tripping over my own legs
-tripping people over my legs
- can't seem to sit comfortably
-the seats are somethimes to short for me
-and etc...

I always got scolded by my mom coz of my scars on my legs.
She will say that if guys look at my legs, they will be turn off..
I will in return, roll my eyes and try to get away, hitting my leg overthe chair or the table...
What worse can it get?
Hmmm....
But then, i am happy the way i am... hehe..

Yoz...
Guess what?
I juz registered for my driving license!
Yeah!
I can't wait to drive...
Haha...
Haven't even pass my basic theory test, i started to daydream...
Typical me....
If i did not daydream, then it will not be me!
Agree?

Today, I had a day out with Fart.
We went to Orchard.
First to drop my digital camera for repair.
Finally, i managed to sent it for repair after months of procastinating!
I just hope that i get my camera back before Energy comes or whatever important occasions come up.
Then after that, we went to HMV.
Oh yeah, it was raining heavily!
Lucky i brought an umbrella along.I almost wanted to throw that umbrella away.
We just browse through the CDs.
Guess what?
I found Inuyasha soundtrack!
I was so happy but the price broke my bubble.
It cost $75!
Why is it so expensive? Arghh!!! I really want it! Sob, sob...
Then, we went to search for green hair dye coz i read somewhere that it was available in Heeren.
But there is none. Dun ask why i want green hair dye. I just want to be unique or outrageous. Hehehe....
Then after that, our tummy called for attention.
So we marched down, walking in the rain to Far East Plaza to eat.
I introduce her to the indonesian food which i almost eat with Fristin and Tina.
Glad that she like it.
After that, we went to Comics connection.
I bought an anime tittled, "Mystical Sleuth Loki" and some calender cards of my 2nd boyfriend,Sesshoumaru.
Hehe.... I just could not help buying them!

Then, we went to Causeway point. I went there to accompany fart to exchange her earpiece. But unfortunately, there was no stock.
I bought some cards as my friend's birthday is coming. Hmmm...Actually, it was this thursday. But then, its the though that counts rite?

Then, we split our ways. Fart went home while I went to my uncle's house for visting.
My brother and I karaoke our hearts' out.
It really relieve stress!
My brother say my voice comes out from my nose just like Tomok, the singer of New Boyz, a malay boyband! Argh! Irritating brother!
Then, my family and i went to one of my parents friends for visiting.
After that, we went home.

All in all, i enjoyed my day!
Now, i have one last bio paper to go and then ESCAPE THEME PARK, here we come!
Yeah!

FINALLY!!!
1 last paper to go!
Today, i had my bio paper 3.
It was an option paper.
I was too lazy to study all the chapters.
There were only 5 chapters. Hehehe....
I read them thru briefly but i concentrate more on plants.
I dun really understand about the sexual reproduction in humans.
So i juz remember 1 or 2 things.
I forget abt the menstrual cycle and stuff.
And guess what?
They did not come out!
Well, only 1 or 2 qns which i wrote my way thru..
hehehe

I was suppose to be ironing my clothes as i am going out.
At the same time, i opened one of the many Energy tapes that i have.
Want to know what happened?
I was so absorbed in watching Kunda dancing that i forgot all about my ironing!
Luckily, my clothes did not get burnt.
If not, it would be the countless of times i burnt my own clothes!
Fine, i hate ironing. Shoot me... Hehehe...

I finally manage to get myself free form being forced to play guitar by my bro.
he wanted me to play the guitar so that i can duet with him.
Arghh!
I was happily playing the computer when he demanded to practice the guitar with him.
He really reminds me of Toro in my drama!
Seriously, i thought it was him!
I got scolded coz i play too slow...
What does he think he is?
I am not Shuwei or Ah Di or any of those people who knows how to play guitar.
Obviously i need time to play it. Even tho they are easy notes..

Yes!
Finally, chemistry is over!
Now left two more papers which are bio papers...
Next week is freedom!!
YES!!!

Something happened today...
Not a good thing but a bad one. A VERY bad one...

I juz write the main points...
I dunnoe where to start actually.
I was in my room, trying to sleep when i heard loud noises.
I went out of my room and saw my bro beating up my younger bro.
I found out that my younger bro was rude when my bro ask him a question.
My bro had juz got back frm sch and was very tired.
He got angry and beat him up.
My mom stopped my bros frm fighting wif each other.
My bro was not happy and was shouting.
A shouting match soon ensued.
i pushed my bro to the toilet so that he take a bath and keep quiet.
But he still can shout!
Arghh!!
i can really kill him that time...
My mom was nagging and talking nonsense...
Those words really scare me...
Mother's words always come true no matter what she says...
Now, that my mom blabbers nonsense, it really scares me...
My mom called my dad and complain all abt my bro.

I went to my room and seek solace in Kunda.
I took my discman and listen to track 11 over and over again.
It really calm me down...
Seriously, it calm me down...

Finally, i can breathe a bit easier.
Only a bit.
Coz MATHS is finally over.
How is paper 2?
It is damn hard!
But i can do ok...
I hope.
I juz hope that i can score very well for my maths.
Hmm...
Now, let's forget abt maths and concentrate on CHEMISTRY!!
hehe...

Hmmm...
This MV is th one that makes me unhappy.
I thot i did not want to watch it.
Much less even want to think about it.
But now, i am trying to watch that damn MV.
Why am i doing this?
I myself didnt know.
What do i feel before opening this MV?
I dunnoe. I have mixed feelings. As if preparing myself for the scenes.
As I watched the MV, my heart beats faster.
I SHOULD have NOT watch the MV.
I bit my lips too hard when i watch the MV that it almost bleed.
My feelings now?
I feel absolutely upset!
I am holding back my tears. I cant possibly cry overthat stupid MV right?
I hate it!

Hari Raya is coming soon...
And i do not even feel the least bit excited..
Why?
Instead of feeling happy, i feel upset and nervous.
Haizz.....
When i think of meeting all my relatives, i cringed at the thought of that.
Not that i dislike them. I just do not like answering questions.
They will ask me all sorts of questions. Then after i answered them, they will give me useless advice and kind of trying put me down.
I will feel irritated and bored. Maybe because my way of thinking is utterly different form anyone else. Those who know me should know my way of thinking. Well at least a bit.
Anyway, my cousins have either married with kids or young kids.
How am i suppose to click with them?
Even if there are some teenagers like me, their mind is not like mine.
I am much more open-minded. They are kind of narrow-minded in my opinion.

I dread it. I really really dread it. I am sure to hear people asking me whether i have a boyfriend or when i am geting married or what my ambition and stuff like that.
Arghh!!
I will find myself repeating over the same things over and over again.
I really have to watch out about my tongue. They are really sarcastic..

Another thing i dread is to ask for forgiveness.
I am NOT the type who is emotional.
How am i suppose to ask for forgiveness?
Damn!
Arghh!!!!

This is another song by N'sync...
I really hope that there is someone out there who will sing this song, especially for me...
If the guy sing this song to me, I will throw my arms around him and hug him tightly..
Hmm... I wonder when...
Sorry, i guess i watched too much love stories. Hehe...

"Somewhere, Someday"

When clouds above you start to pour
And all of your doubts
Rain like a storm
And you don't know who you are anymore
Let me help you find what you've been searching for

Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a field and a river
Somewhere...
You can let your soul run free
Someday...
Someday let me be the giver
Let me bring you peace
Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a break in the weather
Somewhere...
Where your heart and spirit go free
Someday...
Someday it'll be for the better
Let this bring you peace
Girl, I know you, think no one sees
The weight on your shoulders
But you can't fool me
And aren't you tired of standing so tall
Let me be the one to catch you when you fall

Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a field and a river
Somewhere...
You can let your soul run free
Someday...
Someday let me be the giver
Let me bring you peace baby

Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a break in the weather
Somewhere...
Where your heart and spirit go free
Someday...
Someday it'll be for the better
Let this bring you peace...
Let me bring you joy (bring you joy)
Let me bring you peace (bring you peace)
Take these tears that you cry and trust them to me
Let me give you heart (give you heart)
And let me give you hope (give you hope)
Be the one constant love that you've never known...

Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a field and a river
Somewhere...
You can let your soul run free
Someday...
Someday let me be the giver
Let me bring you peace baby
Somewhere...
Somewhere there's a break in the weather
Somewhere...
Where your heart and spirit go free
Someday...
Someday it'll be for the better
Let this bring you peace

Somewhere,
Someday
Let me be the one
Let me be the one to catch you when you fall
Somewhere [repeat]
Let me bring you peace...
Somewhere...

I came across this song by N'sync. (one of my fav groups... But the best is still ENERGY! Hehehe...)
It is meaningful... Hope anybody reading this will take note of it...

"Believe In Yourself"

Oh you can be what you wanna be
See what you wanna see
Believe in yourself, just believe in yourself

You can go where you wanna go
Do what you wanna do
Believe in yourself, just believe in yourself
Some folks try to tell you there are things you shouldn't do
But you're not strong enough, or smart enough at all
But what seems right to them ,quite often might be wrong for you
So be sure you try to climb before you get to scare you'll fall

You can be what you wanna be
Learn what you wanna learn
Believe in yourself, just believe in yourself
You can try what you need to try
No one should question why
Believe in yourself, just belive in yourself

Folks may say you're different
That you've gone and lost your senses
But the world is your to walk
Go ahead and leave the fences
And you'll see( and you'll see)
Belive in yourself
And the world belongs to you
You and me
And the world belongs to you and me

Yoz,
Finally, i manage to sort of my thoughts after my maths paper..
haha...
Why is it always maths paper?
Coz maths is the subjct that i am bad at!

First,
i had drawn a plan on how to score for my chem and my maths.
And i am going to stick to it no matter what!
I am a fickle person and known nevr to follow my plan but this time, i am going to do it NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES!!!
I NEED to get a B for my maths and chemistry, A for my bio, gp and malay.
I really hope i can achieve that goal.
I need to score well for the reat of my paper...
If not i will be letting myself down...

Next,
i no longer feel angry towards Kunda anymore.
Well, only a bit disappointed.
dunnoe why..
I thought back, why should i be angry with him for no reason?
He doesnt belong to me and he could do whatever he wants...
It's his life..
All i can do is just to see what he is doing...
I sincerely hope that he knows what he is doing though...
I am tired of feeling angry anyway....
hehehe....

Yesterday, i was so happy about my the huge hurdle had passed that i forgot to write about this incident.

What happened?
OK, by the time we finished the maths paper, it was raining.
The rain started to get heavier so i ran off.
But u know what?
The heavy rain was actually raining on the opposite side of the road!
and i ran for nothing...

That was not embarrasing, well, i manage to score some weird looks form the people around me. No big deal, used to it... Hehe
Not that i want the attention... i was accidentally pushed to be in the centre of attention...

Then, the bus came.
We boarded the bus. The bus was the bendy bus.
All the seats were taken so a ouple of my friends and i stood at the centre of the bus. U know the part where it turn when the bus turn?
That is where i stood.
We were chatting aboutthe maths paper and i was whining about the vectors.. as usual..
Then, suddenly, the bus turned.
i slipped and fell on my butt!
Damn!
everyone was looking and i was right in front of two guys who were sitting...
I sat down there and laughed.
My friends told me to just sit there...
Haha...
What could b more embarrassing than that?
Lucky there was no guy that i like in that bus!
Hahahaha....
Well, as if i have one...

Today, two of my core subject papers are down.
They are Biology Paper 2 and Maths Paper 1.
How are the papers?

Biology,
It was easy, for me that is.
I dun mean to sound as if i am bragging or what.
But i just find it much easier than last year.
Well except for som parts which i got mixed up and confused.
Arghh!
You know what?
I thought i was good at genetic drawings but i messed it up!
The first time i drew it was correct!
But being EXTREMELY clever, i chenged my answer which is WRONG!!!
I LOST 4 easy marks just like that!
Makes me so mad!

Then, i went home.
Thot i want to study some maths but as soon as i saw my bed, i immediately went to sleep, or rather take a nap.
I dreamt something weird during that short nap.
nah, i am not going to to talk abt it coz it it involved someone whom i am angry with...

After praying, i immediately when back to school to take my maths paper.
I thot i was late!
Scare me to death!
My friends whom i made there (hmmm.... seemed that i make friends easily. hehehe.....)
asked me whther i studied for maths or not.
I replied that i slept instead of studying...
hehehe.....
I almost was scared to enter the exam room....
Then, one of my friends, she was chatting with a friend who is a guy. i kind of know him coz i chatted with him before last friday.
i was freaking out that maths is very hard.
Then, he said that maths is easy.
i retorted, "yeah, maths is easy for you but your malay sucks!"
i bit my tongue after saying that..
i really had a sharp tongue. Especially towards guys...
No wonder i never had boyfriends before...
Haha...

Ok, then maths paper arrived.
I sat for it.
I was in high spirits coz the questions were doable.
It was easier than last year papers if u really studied.
I am stupid. U know why?
I forget to study for vectors and it came out!
What luck!
the vectors qn was easy!
but i left it blank....
Arghh!!
All in all, i think i lost around 35 marks plus careless mistakes....

Never mind, i will much better than this....
Jia You!
Hehehehe.....
To everyone who is cramming for exams,
ALL THE BEST!
Have confidence...
One more crucial thing,
Be happy on the day of the exams...
Trust me, it really works!

Today one paper down!
Yes!

All in all, there is 10 questions to be done.
i managed to do all of them, but there are some whih i kind of leave it blank coz i absolutely forgot how to do!
I calculated that there was a loss of 35 marks.
Hmmm..... i need to score full marks for the next two papers.
i know i can do it!
hehe....

Last night, I was very upset.
So i put my msn nickname as, 'Don't ask me why... Leave me alone..."
I thought no one would talk to me. But there was 1 guy who ared to talk to me.
It was the guy whom i knew from the yahoo game. I think he is from America. I forget which part of America though.
i have deleted him from my contact but i did not block him.
I was surprised when he chatted with me.
The first question he ask was, "Is that suppose for your boyfriend?"
I was puzzled for awhile then remembered that i told him before that I had a bf.
I replied yes and he asked me what was wrong.
I told him that my bf made me upset.
Then out of all the nerve, he asked me to give him my pic!
I refused and told him directly that i hate ppl to force me to do things that i dun like.
He immediately back off and apologized.
he asked me whether i broke up with him but i replied no.
I told him that my bf was pissing me off.
That guy actually advised me, "If you really love him, you should trust him. You should forgive and forget."
I was practically laughing my head of when i read that...
I thanked him and told me that i was very cool.
I was laughing and asked him why he think that way.
He said he just had a vision. Hahaha.
Vision?
I just cannot think in what way i am cool. haha....
He is funny, right?

Yes! two of my 'AO' papers - GP and Malay are down!
I feel so relieved now.
Now only left with my 3 'A' levels subjects.
Biology should be no problem for me. The problematic subject is MATHS!!!
Arghh!! To think that i used to be good at it during my 'O's.
A friend of mine told me that the reason i did not do well for my subject was that my brain was too tired to study. Too tired to accept any more new things. I kind of agree...
I want to study further but sometimes, i just dun even wan to see a book!
haha....

Next up is my Chemistry paper 2. Any tips for me anyone? haha...

Hey,
I wrote this in my tag board but i prefer to write it here. Easier for me to read..

Hmm... How to start?
I opened my mail and saw something that caught my eye. I click on it and was amused by the writer's huge reaction. I guess she likes Kunda and was overwhelmed by the pics of Kunda and a girl in an MV. I thought it was nothing, juz like the one in Mou nian mou yue mou yi tian MV. When i saw the pics for myself, i was kind of stunned a first.
I felt upset and disappointed. My heart was feeling sour and was beating very fast.
Why am I feeling this way?
I thought i like Kunda only as an idol. Nothing more than that. Don't tell me that i really like Kunda.

Haizz... I think i want to be alone in the meantime. I need to sort out my thoughts and feelings over this. I am utterly confused. I just no one talk about Kunda for now. i really don't wish to hear his name now.

Hey,
Thinking of the past somehow...
Maybe because i dreamt of some of my ex-classmates...

Why do i put such a title?
It reminded me of my crushes.
I only have 3 crushes in my life so far! Pathetic right?
I guess these guys must really be someone special to get attracted by me. Hahaha...
Just joking.

The first crush i had was when i was in Primary 6.
Kind of young wasn't it?
He was my classmate. He is a very smart guy.
In fact, he was the top student in my school for PSLE!
He loved to tease me together with other boys.
Calling me 'Chuck Norris'.
I don't know why i got such a nickname....
Up till now, i still wonder why.

Then, came secondary school life.
The second guy that caught my eye was also a classmate of mine.
That was when i was in Secondary 2 when i first came to Fuchun sec.
Why do i like him?
Maybe he was in NCC. I just love guys in uniform. makes them look cool and Shuai!
Some people knew about this. I guess i told a loudspeaker my secret and soon, everyone knows about it. I was so damn embarrassed.
But the guy never do anything.
I was disappointed and gave up when he said that he like one of my cloe friend.
In the end, the two of them got together.
It was painful at first but i got over it quickly.

Then, came college.
The third and final one happened when i was in National Junior College.
I was studying there for the first three months.
It was a very happening college. I made lots of friends there, both locally and overseas.
The guy that attracted me was my classmate. He was my chairman.
I also held a post during that time. I was the Biology rep. haha...
The guy was the most special guy ever.
He was sweet and caring.
Not to mention, very cute and adorable.
Guess what? He is from Taiwan!
Haha...
I could still remember him.
He came to my birthday party.
Before we parted, he gave me a thank-you card.
I still have it up till now.
He is very understanding. i could never met anothe guy like him.

I also kind of like his best friend. This guy is from Singapore.
He is very cute and handsome just like the guy i like.
He is very nice and would often help me out with my maths.
He loved to hang out with me and two of my other friends.
But then, he likes to hand in Bio homework late and would often copy my work. Hahaha...
However, he had a stomach problem. His stomach is very sensitive and he often was absent form school.

I guess i have sort of affinty with guys from Taiwan, huh?
Haha....

Why do guys from Taiwan have to be so sweet?
No wonder Kunda attracted me.
He reminded me of the guy in my college...
They both shared the same qualities.

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