Today had been a bad day.
First of all, the night before, i could not get a wink of sleep. I had a bad feeling that something horrible is going to happen. I tossed and turn and wild things keep running through my mind. I don't know why but i just have that horrible feeling in my mind and in my stomach. I forced myself to sleep but i just cant.
I woke up or rather snap out of my thoughts about 6am to pray. I saw my mom was up and told her what i was feeling but she nv say anything abt it.
After i prayed, i went back to forcing myself to sleep.
I played around with my phone, looking at pics.
i slept at arnd 7am an then woke up at 11.30am.
Then i prepared myself. i went out not having breakfast.
I promised my cousin to follow her to register in ITE at Dover.
Then i ask her to accompany me to a japanese flea market at Paya Lebar.
Well, what a disappointment.
The clothes are not what i expected to be.
I thought i want to get some winter clothes for my parents who are going to Mecca soon.
But too bad, the clothes are just not what i expected.
i was tired and then went home without buying anything.
When i reached home, my other cousins were waiting for me.
They were waiting for me coz i promised to help them register ITE thru my net at home.
I straight away set the things up and apply for him.
But i tried for so many times but i cant get thru the net.
My comp is seriously having its mood swings.
Hehe...
Then, my mom phoned my aunt an asked to use the comp in her house.
So i went there immediately. That time was 8pm.
After applying for him, we went home.
Then was about 10.30pm.
I did not eat the whole day.
i just dun haf the appetite.
I keep having that sinking feeling in my stomach.
I dunnoe why.
I am very scared but i haf no one to turn to.