Today, i went out with Xin Yi. I dragged my brother along becoz there is no one at home and my aunt went out.
It was ok at first.
I bought a pair of Converse shoes that cost $60 and a pouch that cost $20.After that, Ching Hwa came over and chatted with Xin Yi while i talk to my brother.
Ching Hwa left abt 3.30 for work and left the 3 of us.
We chatted foe awhile and i told Xin Yi what happened during the past few days.
Then as time goes on, i got a msg from my parents telling me that they called home but no one ans.So i called my brother who was supposed to be at home to ask him where he is.
He told me that he was out with my cousin and a friend of theirs at Westmall.
So i hung up and went to KFC where i met him.
I told him that our parents called and no one was home to answer the call.
I asked him why he was out so early and wad time did his job start.
He told me rudely what was wrong that he went out to eat. He continued telling me that if i can go out, why he cant. He also say that i should be at home and not going out playing basketball.
I was hurt by his words and stalked out of the KFC.
I went to the toilet, breathing deeply, refusing to spill my tears but i did.
Everyone stared at me.
I guess they are thinking that i broke up with my boyfriend or sumthing. Haha...
Xin Yi brought my brother and I under the Ching Hwa's block.
My brother called me and shouted at me saying that i was supposed to go home immediately coz my grandfather is arriving.
Then my aunt called and told me to get the keys from my cousin coz she was out.
I said ok. Then my brother called again and started to call me names.
I hate it. I know what i am supposed to do. Wad right does he have to instruct me and call me names?
What am I? His younger sister?
I cut him off and hang up the call.
He called again and started scolding me again.
In the end, i switched off the hp.
I cried very hard.
Xin Yi and my brother juz kept quiet.
Then, after awhile, i laughed.
I dunnoe why but i juz laughed.
They looked at me weirdly.
Well, it means that i am very emotionally unstable.
Xin Yi started to talk about boyfriends and Kunda and stuff.
I was ok for awhile.
I felt bad crying like that in front of them.
I used to be in control of my feelings and only cry when i am alone.
I am sorry that they have to watch me cry.
How am i feeling right now?
I dunnoe. I honestly dunnoe...
