Today, i thought i wanted to be independant so i tried to cook fried rice using instant spices.
I fried the rice,nuggets and wash the clothes at the same time.
I cant remember whether i put salt or not.
So in the end, i ended cooking quite tasteless fried rice.
Well, it is my first time cooking. Wad to expect?
Anyway, my brothers eat it and of course made comments.
But they still eat it coz they are hungry.
My brother and i went to my aunt's house.
Both of us ate there.
Amy was working. But he came home at around six.
I told him to sleep as he might be tired.
I didnt realize that it was 11pm at night coz my watch showed me 9pm.
I called him and asked him what he wanted to eat.
He told me what he wanted to eat then we hung up.
He called back to tell me that the shops are all closed coz it was already 11pm.
It was only then that i realize the time.
After the big commotion about eating, my aunt ended up cooking fried rice.
So he ate.
Then, my brothers started making fun of my cooking.
Well, i could take the joke and i do admit that it was partly my mistake.
But i kind of feel hurt when my brother say that he rather have me being lazy then cook such tasteless stuff.
I tried my best to cook but i just do not have any expertise in that.
I tried my best to do all the housework and i nv complained it.
What do others know?
I balance work, driving practicals, housework and taking care of my brothers at the same time every day.
i may not be physically tired but my emotions and my mentality is draining rapidly.
I realized that i am becuming more sensitive lately.
Even my rational and my cool-head is gone slowly.
My brother told me that he will be going jamming with his friends tommorrow.
I nodded. He asked me where i will be going.
I told him that i will be going to see my friend for awhile.
I hate it when he started to forbid and sneer at me in playing basketball.
I know that i am not a star player. I do not even know almost all the rules in basketball. I also know that i have a backbone condition. But I just like playing it. I know what i am doing.
I got angry at his words taunting me and slammed the door.
Haizz... i should not have done that coz my aunt and uncle was there. But i lost my head.
