Today i had my driving lesson early in the morning at 8am.
My instructor was the pompous jerk.
He like to talk alot and sang stupid songs which made me lost my focus on the road.
I know that my coordination is EXTREMELY bad.
That was why my pravtical always got messed up.
My hands cant coordiante with my feet.
Therefore my footwork and my steering were all mixed up.
I got scolded and he barked at me at every mistake i made.
He explained to me alot of times and i know that i am wrong but i just cannot help doing the same mistake over and over again.
It is not like i want to make the mistake. I tried my best to put what i know into practice.
Throughout the lesson, he was not happy and i was already tensed up.
When i got tensed up, i will get nervous.
When i get nervous, i will tend to be haywire.
When i am haywire, all the things i know will be lost from my head.
The end of the lesson, he dared me to go and complain that i was getting scolded by him.
As if i want to give him that satisfaction! I never cry in front of guys like that jerk. Waste of my tears only.
I always got scolded by my instructions because of my braking so i am used to it.
That jerk stated that i am smart in saying that saying is easy but doing it is another thing. Of course i know that! My lecturers had been telling me those exact same words for over two years!
He said that if i am that smart, i should be learning from my mistakes and instead i am making mistakes as my hobby.
He told me that i should input all the data in my head and remember it. He made it sound as if all my brain space is only for driving and that i did not need to care for anything else. I got more serious problems to handle and think about rather than thinking of the driving practicals.
I seriously hope that i will not get him as my instructor again.
If i do, i will try my best to ignore his hurtful remarks.
