♥Friday, October 28, 2005
Whenever i think of him, my heart ache
Whenever i see him on tv, my lips will curl into a smile.
Whenever i read an article or story about him, my heart ache.
Whenever i close my eyes, he will be there.
Whenever i hear someone talk about him,my heart ache.
What is this aching feeling am i feeling?
I do not understand.
Can anyone explain this to me?
What this feelings mean?
♥Friday, October 21, 2005
Hey!
So long never post anything.
Hehe...
wad's the latest?
I spent almost all my pay on stuff like shoes for my bro and mp3 for my bro and me.
Hehe...
Now i am trying to put songs in the mp3.
The first song i put is.......
ENERGY!!!
Typical rite?
Hmm....
I've been thinking wad happen these few days.
i dunnoe how to put it.
Let's me do it in a story form.
There was once a girl name Lynn.
She loved to make people happy at wad cost.
Trying her best to do wadever thing she was doing but ppl often mistook her actions.
She kept quiet and tried to forget everything.
Fortunately for her, she got someone to rely on.
Even tho that person is far away from her, he is still her source of support and motivation.
She had no special frenz throughout her life.
Friends to her are ppl who juz cum and go in her life, juz putting a scar or two in my heart.
She met this grp of frens online and was very delighted with them.
One day,
she got her first pay and wanted to share it with her frenz.
So she called them to watch a movie together wif her bro.
Her frenz came late and entered the movie late.
She was not angry wif them but onli felt disappointed.
It seemed very small case for other ppl and maybe ppl may say that she's sensitive.
Bt to her, it meant a lot to her.
She wanted to share the happiness but she cant get that message across to her frenz.
Haha....
I dunnoe how to say.
let's leave it tat way...
♥Monday, October 03, 2005
This is lyrics to a song in Full House called Fate.
I love this song.
Very meaningful esp those who know my complicated love life.
Haha....
I dont really know love
I didnt know it would come to me like this
My heart doesnt act like it wants to in front of my love
If I knew I was going to be like this,I wouldn't have started in the first place
Like a fool, I am regretting this late
I wished that you wouldnt be my love
I wished that it wouldnt be you
You deceited me, telling me that its not love
I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad
I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought so easily
I believed that I could always call you
What should I do?
Where did it go wrong?
I need to avoid this love
But I yearn for everything about you
I wished that you wouldnt be my love
I wished that it wouldnt be you
You deceited me, telling me that its not love
I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad
Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
I can't contain myself anymore
The fact that I have to erase you
Today again,
It makes it even more hard..
