♥Sunday, February 26, 2006
Recently, i found out this drama called Hana Yori Dango.
Well, i've watched the taiwanese version which is how i fell for F4 and that was the begining of how i began to like Chinese Songs...
Anyway, F4 in meteor garden are darn handsome but somehow they are much older.
They look more like university students.
As for the Hana Yori Dango, the F4 are equally handome but they are much, much younger coz they are well, supposed to be high school students.
The dorama is very short.
Only 9 episode!
I cant get enough of F4!
Doumyouji Tsukasa who was acted by Arashi's Matsomoto Jun is very cute!
Another guy Oguri Shun who acted as Hanazawa Rui is also hansome especially when he smile.
The way he smile, he look so boyish!
Darn, he make my heart beats fast.
Hmm...The other guy who could make my heart beats faster with a single smile is ......
Hahaha... Juz guess who.
Abe Tsuyoshi and Matsuda both acted as Mimasaka Akira and Nishikado Soujiro respectively.
They are so cute too...
Basically, the drama is very cute and fun to watch.
You will never get bored watching it..
Hehe...
F4!!! From the left, Soujiro, Rui, Tsukasa and Akira
RUI!!! Isn't he cute?
Jus like a little boi....
Tsukasa putting on a Saturn Necklace for Makino.
So sweet!!!
F4 to the rescue!!!
Tsukasa reconcile with Rui after a huge fight.
Giving him an apple...My fav fruit!
Tsuksa trying to write a letter to Rui.
he's so cute coz his jap is horrible!!!
♥Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Hmm...
Today is V-day and juz like the years before, i am still single.
Hehe....
Anyway, tonight i'm supposed to be out for dinner with a couple of my friends.
I had been angry and disappointed with them for quite some time.
I was planning that tonight i should juz let everything pass an forget whatever hurt they gave me.
I am tired of being disappointed and angry anyway.
Before i went out, i got a msg frm Ching Hwa tat she's not cuming.
Wad's my feeling?
To tell the truth, i expected it and dun really haf much feeling abt it.
I arrived JP at about 6.45pm.
I went to the ATM to withdraw some money to spend and then i proceed to go to watson to buy cleanser and blotting tissue.
After tat, i went to TS to look at the cds.
I received a msg telling me to meet outside Giodarno and so i went.
We met but somehow, the meeting was awkward.
Xy was chatty but she talks more to Siti.
Siti in the meanwhile was basically ignoring me.
JP was packed with ppl.
Typical coz today is V-day and all the food outlets were filled with ppl.
In the end, we ended up in the food court.
I ate Jap food as usual and this time i finished the food!
Hehehe....
I asked them what they want to eat but they told me to buy first.
After i bought my food and drink, they went off together to buy their food.
When they came, i had already started my food and was concentrating my attention on my food.
The 2 of thm were talking.
Xy asked me abt my studies and tats all abt it.
Nothing much was said.
After dinner, we went around the mall coz i want surveying some gifts.
Siti went off first while we went off a little bit later.
All in all, i guess it didnt turned out to be wad i expected to be.
It's ok.
My heart is too numbed to feel anything.
When i get back, i surfed the net.
I found out abt Kd being in Japan.
Haha...
Why am i ever hoping?
I'm so disillusioned...
♥Friday, February 10, 2006
A bit abt me...
Juz now, my family watch thsi show, Pesta Pesta Pesta in Suria.
I watched it for 2 straight hours.
Its pure malay for 2 hours.
Once it finished, i felt sumthing amiss.
I switched on the computer and started surfing.
The first thing i did was switched on a chinese song- Breakwave by Typhoon.
I felt better!
I feel so at ease listening to chinese songs.
I watched sum Mvs, etc.
Even tho i understand only half of it.
Hehe...
I dunnoe y im like tat.
I'm terrible, aren't i?
♥Tuesday, February 07, 2006
I had the most weird dream last night.
Haha..
Typical of me rite?
Anyway, this dream is about Luo Zhixiang.
In this dream, he was in love with me and tried to court me relentlessly.
He never gave up.
He even win over my parents.
How great can the guy be? Haha...
He was very sweet.
Unfortunately, i was in love with another person.
No prize for guessing who that person is tho.
He's none other than Xie Kunda.
Hehe...
Show moved me and i admitted that i loved him.
He was ecstatic.
But deep in me, i felt a deep guilt.
I had never loved him.
I love another guy not him.
I felt bad for cheating him like tat.
It really seems like real life.
When i woke up, i still feel guilty.
I dunnoe y, but i still feel bad about it up till now.
Darn, i wish the dream was real.
At least there is someone is head over heels over me...
♥Sunday, February 05, 2006
Friends....
How true can they be to you?
Haha...
Easy question, hard to answer.
Lately, i have been bumping my freinds off.
I offended them in one way or another.
I dunnoe whether i offend thm or they offend me.
But wadever it is, i felt that my friendships are having cracks.
A colleague of mine had been trying to avoid me juz coz i tried to help her.
I guess she dun like my help.
Well, my intentions are good but since she cant accept it, so be it.
Other thn tat, i have a close group of friends.
We used to call or message each other almost every day.
Talking about nth.
But now, i juz haf a feeling tat we are not as close as before.
I dunnoe where i went wrong.
But i really want this friendship to be worked out.
But i dunnoe where to start.
We now no longer have putings or play basketball anymore.
No more sharing secrets.
No more juz chatting.
My phone juz went quiet.
I feel upset.
But wad m i suppose to do?
There's nth that i can do...
