Hmm...
Today is V-day and juz like the years before, i am still single.
Hehe....
Anyway, tonight i'm supposed to be out for dinner with a couple of my friends.
I had been angry and disappointed with them for quite some time.
I was planning that tonight i should juz let everything pass an forget whatever hurt they gave me.
I am tired of being disappointed and angry anyway.
Before i went out, i got a msg frm Ching Hwa tat she's not cuming.
Wad's my feeling?
To tell the truth, i expected it and dun really haf much feeling abt it.
I arrived JP at about 6.45pm.
I went to the ATM to withdraw some money to spend and then i proceed to go to watson to buy cleanser and blotting tissue.
After tat, i went to TS to look at the cds.
I received a msg telling me to meet outside Giodarno and so i went.
We met but somehow, the meeting was awkward.
Xy was chatty but she talks more to Siti.
Siti in the meanwhile was basically ignoring me.
JP was packed with ppl.
Typical coz today is V-day and all the food outlets were filled with ppl.
In the end, we ended up in the food court.
I ate Jap food as usual and this time i finished the food!
Hehehe....
I asked them what they want to eat but they told me to buy first.
After i bought my food and drink, they went off together to buy their food.
When they came, i had already started my food and was concentrating my attention on my food.
The 2 of thm were talking.
Xy asked me abt my studies and tats all abt it.
Nothing much was said.
After dinner, we went around the mall coz i want surveying some gifts.
Siti went off first while we went off a little bit later.
All in all, i guess it didnt turned out to be wad i expected to be.
It's ok.
My heart is too numbed to feel anything.
When i get back, i surfed the net.
I found out abt Kd being in Japan.
Haha...
Why am i ever hoping?
I'm so disillusioned...
