♥Thursday, September 07, 2006
It's been such a long time since I last post anything up here.
Anyway, who ever read all my entries?
Haha...
It's just a place for me to vent out my frustrations.
Hmm...
Shafiq, a colleague of mine who Lina, him and me entered CAAS together is going to resign.
I asked him a few days ago if he was really resigning but he denied it.
I'm shock to know that he had resign just now.
I'm not upset or angry over what he did.
I'm just disappointed that he did not even have the guts to tell me the truth.
I mean, if he indeed resign coz he had found a better job, I would be very happy for him if he ever told me that is.
But now, when i heard the truth, I felt disgusted by him.
I don't even feel anything.
Not even sad.
I guess he thought our friendship was nothing to him.
I think most of my friends took lightly of my friendships.
Which is why many of them left me without saying anything.
I guess i'm fated to be like that.
But then, I do have Arashi and Kat-tun.
Even tho they dun know who I am, just watching them perform just makes me happy.
Watching them tease each other just make me happy.
Haha...
I guess i like to be happy for people instead of feeling happy for myself.
Haha...
Weird desu ne?
It's been such a long time since I last post anything up here.
Anyway, who ever read all my entries?
Haha...
It's just a place for me to vent out my frustrations.
Hmm...
Shafiq, a colleague of mine who Lina, him and me entered CAAS together is going to resign.
I asked him a few days ago if he was really resigning but he denied it.
I'm shock to know that he had resign just now.
I'm not upset or angry over what he did.
I'm just disappointed that he did not even have the guts to tell me the truth.
I mean, if he indeed resign coz he had found a better job, I would be very happy for him if he ever told me that is.
But now, when i heard the truth, I felt disgusted by him.
I don't even feel anything.
Not even sad.
I guess he thought our friendship was nothing to him.
I think most of my friends took lightly of my friendships.
Which is why many of them left me without saying anything.
I guess i'm fated to be like that.
But then, I do have Arashi and Kat-tun.
Even tho they dun know who I am, just watching them perform just makes me happy.
Watching them tease each other just make me happy.
Haha...
I guess i like to be happy for people instead of feeling happy for myself.
Haha...
Weird desu ne?