I'm so bored.
I just felt that my life is meaningless.
Everyday, work, stay at home, sleep, eat.
The routine all ovr again.
Yesterday, a colleague of mine asked me, "Linda, di you request to leave your shift?"
I was taken aback by her question.
Of course I said no
I told her that there were a bit of friction but I am not so stupid or childish enough to request to change my shift.
She told me that there was one email whereby it wrote that I request to change shift.
Now, evryone is going to think that there is something wrong with me and my shift.
Well, i do not know what to think of right now.
My former shift did not even bother to ask me how i am doing.
That hurts me alot.
It hurts a lot that I can feel the pain anymore.
So who do I turn to?
NewS, Yamapi, Ryo, my japanese.
The more hurt I am, the more I will escape to my japanese and Yamapi.
I long to met Yamapi.
I wish, day and night, for him to take me away from here.
To protect me from getting hurt anymore.
Sweep me away with his shining car!
