Please help me..
I sincerely ask for your help for those who know me.
I love to push people away.
I will say mean things, sarcastic things wich i do not mean at all when I push people away.
I do not know why I like to do that.
maybe because I'm scared.
Scared to commit.
Scared to fully trust others.

Whenever i say, please do not call me.
Please do not message me again.
What I really mean, what my heart really says and scream is, "Please call me. Please talk to me. I need to talk to you. I really need you now. I have to let out my frustrations. Please call me and accompany me. I'm lonely."

Yes, I know that I'm sending the wrong signals and i really try my best to change.
ButI still do it.
I still push people away even though the thing that I want is to make people come to me.
It's no wonder that I got no friends...

Name: 山下　リンダ
DOB: 20 January .

Hobby: Surfing net, reading, listening to music

Fav Boys:Aiba Masaki, Akanishi Jin, Yamashita Tomohisa(Guys),

Fav Food & Drink:Chocolate & Cha Soba(food), Green tea (drink)

Fav Doramas: Nobuta Wo Produce, Gokusen 1 & 2, Dragon Zakura

Fav Songs: Hesitate, It Can't Be, Murasaki by Jin Akanishi, ButterflyーKattun,Himawari,Snow Express, Weeek Daite Senorita, Love Song, Colourful- Yamapi, Right Back to You, Wish, Harukaze Sneakers, Subarashi Sekai-Arashi, Itsuka No Summer- Aiba Masaki