I guess I really have no life.
I kept on harping on these two guys or some other idols.
Haha...
But really, i wish that I will have a love life soon.
With anyone of them if possible.
It can't hurt to dream, right?
For all you know, it may come true.
I had been watching K8 and News videos and songs and stuff.
Everytime I watch these videos, I will pay extra attention to Yamapi and Ryo.
I don't know why it's Ryo.
I can't describe the feeling that I have whenever I see Ryo.
It's the weird, heart-beating and unsettling feeling in my stomach.
I had that feeling ever since I got to know Ryo back when he insulted Ueda.
Well, I dislike him even before that.
Haha...
When I see Yamapi, another weird feeling came about in myself.
But the feelings is not as strong as Ryo's.
I will not admit this to anyone, but everytime I see Ryo, I willl somehow find myself smiling or grinning.
As for Yamapi, I admire him a lot.
The girl who will win his heart is sure a lucky girl in the world.
Yamapi is one hard-working guy and he is the one who has all the qualities that I look for in a guy.
(Edited)
Hmmm...When I read back this entry, I sensed something is wrong somewhere.
I watched Ryo's and Yamapi's performance.
Recently, I watched Yamapi's interview.
It touched me when i heard his interview.
It made me feel as if I want to protect him, to take care of him.
Yamapi is a strong person but deep down, he wants to rely on someone.
That is the impression that I have when i see Yamapi.
How I wish I can take care of him.
If only I could get my intention known to him...
I really, sincerely want to be there for him.
As for Ryo, there is absolutely no qualities that i look for in a guy in him.
Haha...
This is Yamapi's new hairstyle which makes my heart flutter and lit me up when I am down.
Oh ya, look at Ryo's new hairstyle.
Doesn't that hairstyle reminds of someone?
Someone by the name of Kunda?
Haha....
