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♥Saturday, May 26, 2007


What am I feeling right now?
Hmm....
Nothing!
Haha...

I'm through making the first moves.
Messaging people so that they talk to me, asking how they are and etc.
From now onwards, I'm not going to message or talk to anyone unless they started it first.
I decide this because I feel like a hopeless person and always depend on others.
I don't want that.
I got my own pride too...
That's why, everytime i message people i will fine myself 10 cents.
I will only message people only for important stuff like meetings and etc.
Other than that, don't even hope hearing from me unless someone remember me and ask for me.
Hmm...
Not only that, I save my own hp bills too!
Haha...


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♥Wednesday, May 23, 2007


Would you go all out for someone you love?
I watched Hana yori dango 2 and there was this scene where Yuki went to learn the tea ceremony so that she could understand Soujiro.
The cake shop's boss commented that Yuki is opening doors to her own fate...
This got me thinking...
Am I doing what Yuki is doing?

Learning Japanese, understanding their customs and culture; am i trying to hard to be with the person I like?
Even tho I know for sure that the chance of me being with him is almost nil but I still continue trying my best to find opportunities to be with him.
Am i such an idiot to do all these things just for the sake of being able to be with him?
Hmm...
The answer varies, i guess...
There is no or right answer to this question.

When i asked a few of my friends whether they would go all out for the person you love, most of them said, they would but not to the extend of leaving their family and friends.
For me, I would do anything but of course there are limits and boundaries like giving up your body for him for example.

haha...
That's all for today!


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♥Sunday, May 20, 2007


What is it like to be me?
I don't think that anyone would want to be me.
It's too difficult to be me.
Why do I say that?

Everyday, when i wake up, i will wonder what do I want to do today.
And all the things that i want to do will have a reprecussion.
I can never have a long-lasting happiness.
All my happy days are short-lived.

Everyday, my mum wuld nag at me.
Not only nag coz I do not do housework, but nag because of mt attitude, religion, work, my life.
When I go to work, my pressure will be on my colleagues.
They will not do what it's suppose to do and push to the next person to do it.
They keep on trying to back stab each other every chance they got.
When I come back from work, i will be hearing about other people's children's life.
How wonderful they are, etc.
And my mum will connect it to me, saying that i'm too stupid to continue on to university.
Dunnoe, what i'm daydreaming of.
Lately, she had been harping about my attitude change.
No longer want to wear tudung, no longer want to go ngaji or other religious stuffs.
And said that what's the use of learning japanese, go on and watch all my jap dramas and stare at those jap guys, until you are old you would not get married.
But has she ever thot of my own feelings when she said those?

I never have a lot of friends and thus, my mum's words really do make a huge impact on me.
I'm tired of running around, trying to achieve what I want and also atthe same time trying my very best to be a good daughter, one who she wanted.
But what I do never seemed to satisfy her.
I'm tired of all these things.

I'm tired of waiting for someone or a friend to call me or talk to me.
I'm tired of giving in to people.
I'm tired of consoling people.
Isn't there just anyone who can console me, give in to me?


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♥Saturday, May 12, 2007


Some funny stuff abt Jin and Yamapi...


Jin and he went shopping in those huge supermarkets, looking at furniture and Jin was saying "This glass is good, this lamp will look good in your room..." like newlyweds hehe

Pi has alot of clothes that Jin took to wear and all of them became loose, but Pi can't bear to throw them away....

Pi call Jin's mum "mama chan"

when Pi & Jin went to take neo-prints at those photo booths, the SA won't let them go in, saying there are no girls with them....and Pi chan will say "I'm a girl in guy's clothing!!" and run in with Jin...and everytime he will find the pics missing only to find them in Jin's house later on... rofl

Pi wrote in his diary that whenever he feels so tired because of his workload, he will think of his mum, sis & Jin and feel like crying but he can't cry in front of them...

Jin will often call Pi and say "Come to Shibuya to fetch me" and Pi will go...on the road home, Jin will fall asleep. When Pi gets home, changes to his pyjamas and prepares to eat dinner, he will find his food gone...(eaten by Jin)

Pi will send Jin to work to work if he's free and buy food like doughnuts and hotdogs on the way home...(how come this sounds like what a housewife will do Sweat )

Pi wrote in his online diary that Jin has a kissing scene in Anego and he's all grown up now, that it's a little etchi...and he said once Jin saw the diary he would call Pi to explain....so he switched off his hp...the second day, Jin indeed called Pi and Pi was chiding him that he's still such a little boy...


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