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♥Sunday, May 20, 2007


What is it like to be me?
I don't think that anyone would want to be me.
It's too difficult to be me.
Why do I say that?

Everyday, when i wake up, i will wonder what do I want to do today.
And all the things that i want to do will have a reprecussion.
I can never have a long-lasting happiness.
All my happy days are short-lived.

Everyday, my mum wuld nag at me.
Not only nag coz I do not do housework, but nag because of mt attitude, religion, work, my life.
When I go to work, my pressure will be on my colleagues.
They will not do what it's suppose to do and push to the next person to do it.
They keep on trying to back stab each other every chance they got.
When I come back from work, i will be hearing about other people's children's life.
How wonderful they are, etc.
And my mum will connect it to me, saying that i'm too stupid to continue on to university.
Dunnoe, what i'm daydreaming of.
Lately, she had been harping about my attitude change.
No longer want to wear tudung, no longer want to go ngaji or other religious stuffs.
And said that what's the use of learning japanese, go on and watch all my jap dramas and stare at those jap guys, until you are old you would not get married.
But has she ever thot of my own feelings when she said those?

I never have a lot of friends and thus, my mum's words really do make a huge impact on me.
I'm tired of running around, trying to achieve what I want and also atthe same time trying my very best to be a good daughter, one who she wanted.
But what I do never seemed to satisfy her.
I'm tired of all these things.

I'm tired of waiting for someone or a friend to call me or talk to me.
I'm tired of giving in to people.
I'm tired of consoling people.
Isn't there just anyone who can console me, give in to me?


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